Yes, I now have a boyfriend. weirdly he reminds me of Micheal(Ragequit)Jones. He is a HUGE sweetheart and i seriously love him~! I was talking about micheal for that bit. Anyway, Jonathan Vollat, or Johnny is younger than i am by a month but is a total romantic, and cuddler. He knows how to hold me. he knows when to be near me and when not to be. He knows so much about me but so little, weird to explain. but He just...KNOWS my life. not like stalker type, but can tell from my responces and my face..very observant. and how he kisses me. OMG i think i could faint. He just takes the breath right out of me..I havent been in a relationship like this ever in my life. it feels so new. even though ive been in relationships before, hes just so new. He makes my heart race before my very eyes. Its raced before but this time i feel like im 12 years old with my first crush running through the creek, never giving a second glance...I'm Never really ever attracted to guys with his color of eyes, usually they just turn me off. Maybe its the look he gives me with his eyes that makes them sparkle. He is so beautiful. At least to me. I know i can find better pictures of him but this at least gives you his face. i couldnt find one of his beautiful smile. I wish i can explain...he just makes me into a hypnosis and i cant say no...or at least its difficult to say no. I wanna say those 3 words but I dont know if he will stay. He is just so perfect that i can't believe im here. Im alive...he is an angel. sent from heaven to save me from the depths of hell and make me stop the cutting, the crying, i wont be alone again.. :) Thank you, Johnny
Oh my gosh!!!
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